I have wanted to explain a few things about myself for a long time. They have taught me not to love myself too much because I never get to always be at the level of demand that they ask of me. I have been told that what I do is not enough, that it is never enough, that I have to try harder. They have taught me to wait little because I will never receive and life, with its experiences, has taken care to show me that it is so. They accustomed me that one day they loved me and the next they no longer loved me, even when they were close to me, you don’t want to imagine what it was like when they were away.